Recently we received the article below. The author of which understandably wants to remain anonymous. We did not travel to his home place to check out whether all his experiences are true but it is known that gays are using all kinds of items to achieve anal relieve and that sometimes things go wrong. This story can be seen as a warning against rash erotic experiments. (Eds.)
Three years ago I bought my first sex toy, a vacuum pump. I wasn’t really looking for a bigger dick but I was curious what it would do. I could pump my dick till it was really stiff and after I took the pump off I had a nice erection.
There’s only that rubber ring around your dick that I’d like to get off. It’s possible with quite a bit of effort, which then makes me lose my hard-on.
After a while I tired of this toy. The pump itself actually looked a bit like a dildo to me. I only had to remove the connection for the air tube. A nice shaft of eighteen centimeters long and 5.5 centimeters thick. If I could take that up the butt I would be able to accommodate most hung men as well, I thought. After a while my sphincter was so relaxed I could easily insert the thing. And why spend a lot of money on sex toys when you still have a nice fat candle with a diameter of 6.5 centimeters lying around?
Fistfucking
I was in the sauna once when I met a guy who wanted me to fistfuck him. I had seen this often in porn movies but I had never done it myself. I was happy to accommodate because I wanted to experience what it was like. I couldn’t get enough of it and he had a good time too. I would love to be fistfucked myself in the future, so proceeded to practice with my candle until I had no problem with it anymore. Some times I saw cucumbers in the supermarket that were of a challenging size. Great dicks for only 59 cents each. Very suitable for a one-off use. I took one home and started working it straight away. Inserting it was effortless but I wanted more. The second sphincter was hard to get through but with a little effort the 28 centimeters glided in nicely.
To further prepare for a fistfuck I continued to stretch my butt muscles. A nice solid bottle of seven centimeters did the trick for a while. At a sex party in Amsterdam I did it with a man who started to play with my butt. It felt great and when he asked me if he could fistfuck me I thought that if I could take seven centimeters, it was probably time to try it. He still had difficulty getting in. I encouraged him and when he gave a hard thrust his fist went in. It was a little bit painful but I had reached my goal. My pleasure was cut short when I noticed my ass was bleeding when he pulled back. My sex afternoon was over; I got dressed and went home.
Super Dildo
Two weeks later I dared playing with my toys again. In the meantime I had found a super dildo on internet for less than fifty bucks. It was thirty centimeters long and had a diameter of 7.5 centimeters. I had ordered a can of Crisco as well. I was delighted when my new apparatus arrived. I continued to play with this tool and also bought cucumbers regularly.
I had read somewhere sometime that you have to be careful with your second sphincter, as it is the end of your big intestine. This sphincter makes your faeces thicker before it comes out. If you stretch this sphincter too much you end up with lifelong diarrhea.
My super dildo was comfortable by now and I was ready for a second fistfuck experience. I went to Amsterdam three times for fistfuck parties and enjoyed fisting and being fisted but I wanted more. I could have a cucumber of 28 centimeters, but now I wanted to have my entire super dildo inside me.
In a movie I had seen someone shove his entire lower arm into another man, right up to his elbow. So why wouldn’t I be able to do that with my dildo?
Early this year I decided it was time to go all the way. I had stuffed my ass with Crisco and inserted the dildo. It reached the second sphincter and I pushed on. I felt that it relaxed and I shoved it deeper. Wow, thirty centimeters and 7.5 centimeters wide, what a great feeling! The pleasure evaporated quickly because when I removed the dildo big drops of blood fell on the floor. My butt was bleeding and I felt a sharp pain in my gut.
I drew a warm bath and tried to relax. The bath water stayed clean but as I got out after fifteen minutes, again big drops of blood hit the floor. After I had cleaned up the mess I called the doctor who sent me to hospital immediately.
Colostomy
To cut a long story short: seven hours later I was wheeled into surgery. The operation took an hour. When I woke up the surgeon was right there. I asked him what had happened and he told me that there had been a 5 centimeters rip in my big intestine, and he had to take it out. He told me it was anatomically impossible to insert a thirty centimeters dildo. Your butt is about fifteen centimeters deep and after the second sphincter your big intestine quickly makes a turn to the right.
The next day a nurse visited me and told me that during the operation they had made a temporary colostomy. This had been necessary to let the big intestine heal properly. The surgeon had removed the rip and had stitched it. A bit further up they cut through the bowel and connected it to the belly close to the navel, the so-called colostomy. A little bag stuck to it collects all the shit and it needs to be changed once or twice a day. After twelve days in hospital I was allowed to go home.
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Now, after three months, I will soon have to go back to hospital to repair everything again. So they will reconnect the bowels and remove the stoma. My belly will have another cut of about 25 centimeters and it will take more than a year to completely recover.
I will probably have a big visible scar for the rest of my life. By writing this down I want to warn everyone to be careful with sex toys. Not everything that is for sale is completely safe. I think I’ve definitely had my fill of this crap!
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People with colostomies can contact the Nederlandse Stomavereniging ‘Harry Bacon’, Wilhelminastraat 45, Breukelen, tel: (0346) 262286, fax: (0346) 250356. www.stomavereniging.nl 
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In our youngest issue, Gay News 366, winter 2023 
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